Tuesday, May 29, 2007
It's never been so hard before. Maybe someday I'll just cry my love out. Cry and cry and cry until there are no more tears left. But I still won't be able to let go of everything we shared. All our memories. If I made a booklet of it, I'll never finish. What am I to do now? It's hard, so, so hard.
Let's hope the next 4 days will bring me out stronger.
Hopelessly Devoted To You from Grease Soundtrack
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
I know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But, baby, can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you.
But now
There's no where to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
My heart is saying "Don't let go,
Hold on to the end."
And that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Restless IV was good! Loved everything, except the Death one. For the lyrics, go to Kiku.
TPJC's concert! haha, it was good too! Except it took the whole day, rehearsals and more rehearsals, run throughs, yeah. Conducted a piece, which was really really cool, haha and YES, this marks the END of my duties, I am freeeeee. (: (: (:
Now though, I need to pack for Camp! Hahaha, can't wait. (: And pack all my work all my work all my work (: HAHAHAHA, YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
Vivo City tonight. For the second time.
~*~
hey baby, it's not the end okay?
i never meant for this to happen,
it just... happened.
and the chorus of Never Gone, for you,
even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
i know you will be forever in my life
never gone
Thursday, May 24, 2007
): Activities the past two days have been
back.
to back.
to back.
TOBACKTOBACKTOBACK.
So much so that I think I've eaten a grand total of three meals the past two days, and the only reason why I'm home is to sleep. ): ): ): And I haven't done any work since Tuesday. Can you imagine that. Can't wait to hand over my responsibilities in Guitar, then I'd have Wed and Thurs free again. No more ending school at 7 and getting home at 8. YAY.
Went to support Bowling finals at... Yishun Safra today. Sigh. I've been to the North about... twice in my life. The other time I went, was to support Bowling finals, at Yishun Safra, last year. -.-
I found out today that a whole lot of people have been reading this page. And I didn't know they were reading! Arh, people know more about you than you think they do. :X Discomforting. :X Yes, discomforting, when random people see pictures of you in your bikini. :X :X :X HAHA, Glenn told me today - "now everyone knows your boob size." ): ): ):
okay shut up (: Haaaa.
Ahh GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!
Going back MG tomorrow to promote AC. Sigh, I hope they don't do uniform checks. ): ): ):
Aiyar, I'm just tired. And when I'm tired I either talk rubbish or don't talk at all. Yeah. I should sleep early tonight, and look forward to Pirates tomorrow.
AND I DONT FEEL LIKE DECIDING WHAT TO WEAR TO RESTLESS. DONT WANT DONT WANT DONT WANT.
Too Close For Comfort by McFly
I never meant the things I said to make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost the words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you just let me down
Would you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Strings concert later. Going to do some work before leaving. Tomorrow's a long day again - band prac in the evening after guitar. :X Last week of school! Last three days. (: Then it's Pirates on Friday and Sunday. (: (: Restless. TPJC's concert. An Evening with Friends. Guitar Camp. Church Camp. Science Centre CIP. And before you know it. It's the 6th of June. So I should do work to make up for the 20 hours I'm missing the next two weeks :X :X :X
Meaningless Kiss from Music and Lyrics Soundtrack
I saw you across the dance floor
Out of the corner of my eye
I felt the connection
I don't know how, I don't know why
I shouldn't have stayed when I saw you there
With another man
But as we slipped away
I thought I heard you say
This wasn't part of the plan
Just a meaningless kiss
It wasn't suppose to end up like this
Just a meaningless kiss
Oh-oh-ohh
Just a meaningless kiss
We knew it was wrong
But we couldn't resist
Just a meaningless kiss
Till I fell in love
With you
But you didn't want me to
Oh, no
And here we are two years later
Too late to turn back now
We gotta finish what we shouldn't have started
We've got to walk away somehow
But it's easier said than done
When two hearts beat as one
And three hearts are one too many
That's why we shouldn't have ever begun
We can't go on like this forever
When we're not meant to be together
So leave me here
On my own
From now on I guess I've got to dance alone
Just a meaningless kiss
It wasn't suppose to end up like this
Just a meaningless kiss
Oh-oh-ohh
Just a meaningless kiss
We knew it was wrong
But we couldn't resist
Just a meaningless kiss
But I'm still in love
With you
No matter what I do
Monday, May 21, 2007
HAHAHA, I've been on google's search machine. (: Well I don't think a lot of people know I've changed url, so that's a good thing, and let's keep it that way. If not someone will know what I do every summer, winter, autumn and spring, and well, like I said, it's just pretty disturbing :D
Anyway, whilst learning how to manage landslides today, "Avoid the problem by using protection."
Okay fine, I found it funny. Especially when taken out of context and put in another. Well it woke me up, so I guess, it worked.
My mum's eating rum cake. HAHA, and we had sakae last night. Sake, sashimi, more sashimi, much more sashimi, sake, erm, yeah that was pretty much dinner. (: It was goooood.
OHOH, guess what B got meeee! HAHA Pirates 3: At World's End, THE MOVIE STORYBOOK!!! *squeals*
So I guess, that's pretty much what I'll be doing tonight. :D After Econs case study. ): ): ): Bleah, I'm getting so so sick of the Arts subjects. ):
Just in case though...
hello sir, hope your day's going well (:
Econs test tomorrow! I think no one really knows what to study. And I'm in a mood for Math and Chem, but I've finished all my tutorials for those two subjects, and I'm relatively, okay, quite far behind for Econs and Geog. Especially Geog.
Well we had some PCCG talk thing today about how to manage your time during the holidays, and wowwww, we need to clock minimum of TWENTY, yes, that's 2-0, hours, yes, HOURS, of studying each week! I'm beginning to feel the pressure of A levels. Nevermind, consistency is KEY. (:
Shall go finish reading Econs notes, then read up on Slopes, and haha, read through Chem Transitional Elements and then do a bit of Math. (: CANT WAIT TO START ON THE SCIENCE SUBJECTS (: (: (:
For now, it's Delifrance chicken pie waiting for me (:
happy eighth month darling. many people said we wouldn't make it, but we've proven them wrong. eight months = 240 days thank you, for spending the past eight months with me.
When God Made You by Newsong
Its always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you I believe
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one
So gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life
Oh I wonder what God was thinking
When he created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me
I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I'll be there too
And from this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love
He made the sun
He made the moon
To harmonize a perfect tune
One can't do without the other
They just have to be together
And that is how I know its true
Your for me and I'm for you
And my world just cant be right
Without you in my life
He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
He must have knew everything I would need
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Ahhaha, so I guess, today was more productive than yesterday? Well yesterday was so so bad, anything's better than yesterday. Pepper Lunch after church with B, before getting lost in Isetan fooooood, then came home early to rest (rest? haha) and read Geog.
I've just been reminded about the Econs test this Tuesday. Which school, pray tell, in the right mind, sets a test on the last week of school, the week before the holidays! B happily goes, "our school lorh." Argh, seriously man, I think my notes still have uncompleted sections. Cos I haven't been listening in lectures. ):
Ah well, this weekend definitely wins the award for the most unproductive, time-wasting Weekend of the Year. All that was completed was the reading of Geog's Lecture 11 notes, and finding three articles for GP.
Shape Of My Heart by Backstreet Boys
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah
Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Send in this beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become
I'm here with my confesion
Got nothing to hide no more
I dont know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart
I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I AM SUCH A LOSER.
In the end, I took out my notes at 5.30pm. FIVE THIRTY, oh my goodness. I wasted a Saturday away!!! ): ): ):
And and. I could go to KAP now and study but noooo, I'm staying home tonight. I really really hope I'll get the inspiration to be productive. ARH.
Phantom. It's still on my mind. I want the DVD!!! I want I want. Next time I see it sitting on the shelf, I'm gonna tell myself, "BUY IT."
I think the most productive thing I did today was to help my mum cook dinner - lamb kebab. I think I'm getting pretty good at it actually, haha, the meat was nicely done, the onions were just right, and it was healthy cos I used olive oil (:
Sigh, I need to get out of the house la. I neeeeed. HAHA. Oh I think there's a sale somewhere tomorrow. Something to look forward to, hopefully. I think it's the holiday fever. One more week of school! Then holidays, then National Day, then PRELIMS. OH MY GOODNESS. WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!! WHAT AM I DOING! I've got like two years of content, five subjects to study, in a matter of MONTHS!
Ah, talk about freaking out. IT'S LIKE... FEAR.
The Point Of No Return from The Phantom Of The Opera
(PHANTOM)
Past the point of no return
No backward glances
Our games of make believe
Are at an end
Past all thought of "if" or "when"
No use resisting
Abandon thought
And let the dream descend
What raging fireshall flood the soul
What rich desire unlocks its door
What sweet seduction lies before us
Past the point of no return
the final threshold, what warm
unspoken secrets will we learn
Beyond the point
of no return
(CHRISTINE)
You have brought me to that moment
Where words run dry, to that moment
Where speech disappears into silence,
Silence
I have come here, hardly knowing
The reason why
In my mind I've already
Imagined our bodies entwining
Defenceless and silent
And now I am here with you
No second thoughts, I've decided
Decided
Past the point of no return
No going back now
Our passion-play has now, at last
Begun
Past all thought of right or wrong
One final question
How long should we two wait
Before
We're one
When will the blood begin to race
The sleeping bud burst into bloom
When will the flames, at last
Consume us
(BOTH)
Past the point of no return
The final threshold, the bridge
Is crossed, so stand and watch it burn
We've passed the point of no return
OH MY GOODNESS. I've just spent about THREE HOURS watching Phantom of the Opera. It's so, so good! OH MY. Haha, I love the plot, I love the action, and most of all, I love the music. The singing, the harmonies, the lyrics, oh my goodness, it's really really perfect. *awh*
And so, I think I should spent the other half of Saturday doing work? Haha, I should pack my desk first la, 5 items yesterday and my muscles are aching again, haha, I got AAAAAB. So now, all I need to do is make sure my A level results look somewhat similar to that.
HAHAHA.
Okay, GO DO WORK GO DO WORK GO DO WORK.
All I Ask Of You from The Phantom Of The Opera
No more talk of darkness
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom
Let daylight dry your tears
I'm here, with you, beside you
To guard you and to guide you
Say you love me every waking moment
Turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you, now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you
Let me be your shelter
Let me be your light
You're safe, no one will find you
Your fears are far behind you
All I want is freedom
A world with no more night
And you, always beside me
To hold me and to hide me
And say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime
Let me lead you from your solitude
Say you'll need me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, thats all i ask of you
Say you'll share with me
One love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me, each night, each morning
Say you love me (You know I do)
Love me
That's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go, let me go too
Love me
That's all I ask of you
Thursday, May 17, 2007
HAHAHA BLOGGER FIXED ITSELF!!!!!!!
FINALLY!!!!
YAYYAYYAY I'm really happy now (: (: (:
Going to slack tonight cos I've been really tired. Guess it's a consequence of having less than 7 and a half hours of sleep each night (yes I know, I sleep alot, so stop asking about the eye bags, hahaha), lectures have never been more boring before, and I haven't been really absorbing the recent chapters. AH. I can't imagine myself studying for As - there's no... momentum..jpg)
The 8 DAYS cover page that made me buy it, on impulse. I've got 3 magazines to read now..jpg)
Erm, this was two weeks ago? 8% Vodka mix courtesy of The Best Friend (: (: Thanks darling hahaha, we walked from KAP all the way to 7-Eleven at Toh Yi there to get them. I MISS YOU BABE..jpg)
Haha, and this just amused me - the new EZ link tap machine colours! Purple and orange, it even smells new! HAHA, it really really makes the bus ride more cheerful.
I shall go finish up Binomial and Poisson. I think it's more like P&C, I'm just trying everything out, and one of them is bound to get the answer. Thing is, I don't know what I'm doing, or why I'm doing that step. Ah, Math. Gone were the days where we had Mr Yeo teaching us Emath and Amath, seeing him everyday, with cute worksheets with Durians and Apples on them. I can still remember colouring my durians pink and purple.
Stained Glass Masquerade by Casting Crowns
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feeling so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I was early for tuition, so me being me, walked into 7-Eleven to kaikai, and then I saw the cover page of 8 Days, and I bought it. I'd put it up, but blogger is still not functioning properly ):
Anyway, it's a picture of CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW and ELIZABETH SWANN. (: (: And and. It's not M18 la, hahaha.
Guitar tomorrow, followed by worship prac. Ahh.
SELFISH by NSYNC!!! It's been more than a week and it's still the top hit song. (: (: (: The guy's voice is SUPER DUPER CONTROLLED!!! Really, one of the few singers who can actually SING, WHAAAAAA, heart melt! HAHA. good singer, good music, good lyrics, aiyar, i'm such a sucker for this kind of songs.
Ah okay, shall go play guitar now and then sleep.
The Best Day Of My Life by Jesse McCartney
Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffeine
To start my post and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door
Just the same old same
It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change
Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I
Had the best day of my life
Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man
I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change
Bah, I really really hate pimples. Especially when they pop out on your fffffffishing nose. (haha Kiku, I think I'm learning from you.) Anyway, Math tuition tonight and I still haven't done any work, I am such a slacker, yes I'm ashamed of it. ):
Math and Chem grades made up for it though. *gleams* And hopefully GP too.
INTEGRATION!!!
Monday, May 14, 2007
Just a quick one before I go start on my work. School was so so so slack today! Chem prac, Chem tutorial, and Geog lecture. Haha, and the Geog lecture was moving so quickly (no pun intended, we're talking about landslides), I think I'm going to have to re-read all my notes before Thursday, and worse still this is the last of the physical Geog part, so that means no more dear teacher, and it'll be boring urban stuff from now onwards. ):
And so, for the rest of today, I will be sitting at my table completing subject after subject, thanks to the oddly built up pile of tutorials and the like. GP package test tomorrow, that means we're ending school later than normal, and oh gosh, Econs Maths and Chem. ): ): ):!
I should really get started on work. Oh, and I'm very very happy with my new bag, spent more than half of today keeping it clean. (: I like the colour too, it's unique - grey and pink (:
Never Gone by Backstreet Boys
The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you
Though the distance that's between us now
May seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, Everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be
Sunday, May 13, 2007
HAHA, okay the rest of today will be dedicated to GP package. And I'll do my Math Probability too. And if there's time finish the Econs case study.
Steamboat yesterday was super duper fun! Haha, okay I'm quite sadistic. Submerged half the live prawn into the soup so it turned out half red half grey. I feel evil... *muahaha*
But the food was quite good, the guy didn't believe I was 18 when I wanted to buy beer (hehe thanks Jessie dear), and it was just cooking and eating and cooking and eating. Pictures up when blogger decides to stop being a pain in my ass, oh I made a prawn head kebab, very very proud of myself. And after that it was taking of retarded pictures. And more pictures, I love the Mug Group la. (: (: (:
We're having bak kut teh for lunch. I should go read GP package now. I feel like sleeping, argh, sloth. And there's dinner tonight (:
Rise and Fall by Craig David
I always said that I was gonna make it
Now it's plain for everyone to see
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners
Just casualties
I know that everything is gonna change
Even the friends I knew before me go
But this dream is the life I've been searching for
Started believing that I was the greatest
My life was never gonna be the same
Cause with the money came a different status
That's when things change
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see
I'm beginning to lose my integrity
Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over
And it seems as though the writing's on the wall
Superstar you finally made it
But once your picture becomes tainted
It's what they call
The rise and fall
I never used to be a troublemaker
Now I don't even wanna please the fans
No autographs no interviews no pictures
And less demands
Given advice that was clearly wrong
The type that seems to make me feel so right
But some things you may find can take over your life
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places
And there's nowhere left for me to turn
Been caught in comprimising situations
I should have learnt
From all those times I didn't walk away
When I knew that it was best to go
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart
Now I know,I made mistakes
Think I don't care
But you don't realise what this means to me
So let me have
Just one more chance
I'm not the man I used to be
Used to be
Saturday, May 12, 2007
The Truth About Love. Just watched the movie, it's got hell load of swear words and the language is so... British. But the guy is damn damn sweet, haha, and Jennifer Love Hewitt's quite hot. (:
I've given up on blogger trying to fix itself. So my entries will have no pictures, no colour, no effets. Kinda sucks, actually. For now, it's just boring black and white.
And I feel like sleeping, again. Lunch was great though. (:
Friday, May 11, 2007
I'm a happy girl tonight. Went shopping after school today with Jessie, and I got a bag (yes yes another bag, I swear this will be the last one until it breaks) and Esprit slippers. Haha. (:
And I still ended up with a budget surplus! *gleams* School was pretty alright today, not as draggy as other days during the week, Chem class was a total failure though, it was so so unproductive, learnt nothing I couldn't have learnt on my own, and the other half of lesson was spent listening to stories about how our seniors almost set fires to science labs. Like helloooo, some of us need that lesson desperately to pass our A levels.
I'm really tired. Should sleep soon so I can chiong GP package tomorrow. I am on page six. Out of SIXTY-TWO. Oh gosh I'm so gonna die. So this weekend, it'll just be readings readings and more readings, and squeeze in Chem and Math tutorials somewhere in between. Meeting the Mug Group for steamboat dinner tomorrow evening (: (: and TPJC's guitar concert is in about two weeks time.
You know, how it's always amazing when you've got an inspiring teacher? Was thinking back to the good old MG days, and I wondered how the teachers there were able to teach so well. It wasn't just knowledge they passed on, they taught us values as well, they were examples of their own teachings. They didn't just teach, they inspired. They made us want to reach higher. And higher, and higher, and higher. I think, every teacher who inspires is like a blessing. That's just it, a blessing, there's no other word to describe it.
And because I really really really like this song, here're the lyrics again.
Selfish by *NSYNC
I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man, baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
And why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
'Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself, babe
'Cause I think about you constantly
And my heart gets no rest over you
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
And you can call me hopeless baby
'Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish
Yeah
I'll be taking up your time
Till the day I make you realise
That for you there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby, I would take good care of you
Now matter what is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby, believe in me
'Cause if love is a crime then punish me
I would die for you
'Cause I don't want to live without you
What can I do
Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want to do is give you love
Forever and ever and ever
Selfishly I'm in love with you
'Cause I've searched my soul
And know that it's you
Prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish
So what's wrong with being selfish yeah
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Blogger still isn't fixing itself, I'm getting fed up with it. ): And I've given up trying to remove the private access thing on my exblog, so there.
And the posting page still looks funny. This sucks, totally.
So I guess, I'll be at this page, I want to remove the password! It's effing annoying. Okay, I SHALL remove the password. And I'm so so so tempted to delete the other blog, but all my pictures are there, not like anyone can see it now, blogger's password system is too, too, too effective. Like how google.com is too effective as well. So much so that anyone can find ANYTHING they're looking for. :X
Yay, last day of the week tomorrow. PFT 5 items for us, 6 for the guys, hahaha. YAY. I should go sleep soon cos I haven't been sleeping enough this week. But haha, I'm going to watch the youtube video we watched during Geog lecture today - about the landslide, we were all laughing. Here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xsXQBnZ_xjI
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
ARGH blogger is seriously, seriously getting on my nerves! Haha, sorry I deleted everyone off the list cos I thought that would help in removing the lock on my ex-page, but apparently it didn't, and now I can't even check the right box! This is seriously getting so so so so exasperating.
And and the blogger posting page still looks funny! And I don't know how to fix it because it's not a connection problem, it's just a stupid problem. Ah. I want to change host again. But diaryland sucks (sucks sucks), and I'm not exactly a fan of xanga or livejournal. Stupid blogger. ):
CHEM TEST TOMORROW!!!
I feel like removing this password. ): ): ): I hate passwords, really do! The reason they're there is so that I more or less know who's reading this (hintttt) but they annoy me so so so so much. Argh, passwords. ):
Shall go study Chem. Since I haven't started studying. Well everything seems like common sense to me, so nothing much to study eh? But my logic tells me, the easier the topic, the harder the questions. ): ): ):
I'm feeling so stressed, I need a break. It's not tiredness, it's like, fatigue. ):!
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Here's how a conversation just went, my sister's going out with Joel, this guy we've known for about... eight years. He's back from Melbourne, and they're having dinner and Spiderman 3 tonight.
Jie: Guess who I'm going out with!
Mum: Benji? (Schwimmer, whom she just had a workshop with last week)
Jie: No... Joel! He's picking me up from downstairs because he's DRIVING!
Mum: Ehh wait! What speed is he driving at? What car is he driving? How long has been driving?
And the questions go on. Quite amusing, really.
Anyway, Math test tomorrow. I need help with Probability and P&C. Should just go find the Math teacher one day. I officially lack common sense, and Joel, Erwin, and Poh were getting exasperated teaching me how to calculate the probability of having 4 kids (2 male, 2 female), so much so that Joel actually said the word 'SEX'. hahaha.
And plan an Econs essay by tonight. AIYAR. No mood, no inspiration, and basically, I need help with my studies. Argh.
Monday, May 7, 2007
Argh, this password thing's getting me so peeved. I hate passwords!
I'm going to be here, from now onwards, though I'm still thinking if there's gonna be a point in setting this page up. If someone were to look for my page, it'd still come out on google. And it's not very hard to search for something you're looking for right? Google's wayyyyy too efficient. It's not a good thing.
And anyway, I think I like this url better than the last. (: So that one's just gonna be existent for the sake of my archives, lyrics and pictures. Ask me for the invite if you want, I'd be more than willing to give you unlimited access. Unless of course, you happen to be a teacher of certain authority in the school, then forgive me for being wary of you. HAHA. Traumatic experience, I tell you, I'm still scared of going to school, or running into Said Person, or approaching Said Person. And this friend of mine tells me that Said Person's quite approachable. I've never been so scared in my life.
Just came back from dinner at East Coast. Went there cos Jie wanted to eat crab. Hahaha. Chilli crab rocks man. (: (: And Tiger beer totally made my grandfather's day - I swear, he drinks much much much more than I do. (:
But for tonight, I'm going to be a good girl, and sleep by 1130. Going to try and do some work, Math and Chem test coming up this week, I need to prepare, so I'd feel less guilty about failing after that. I think I'm becoming immune to failure - that's not a good thing either. I just don't understand, why it is such that the more I want to do well, the worse my results become. Ah. It's so... contradictory.
Here's to another havoc week of school, I feel like my mind's so muddled, there's a lot of things to be done, everything seems to be a priority. In short, it's overwhelming.
And that cannot be classified as a good thing either.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
Let's hope this blog will be as teacher-free as it can possibly be.